Pre exam blues!

Days have been spent studying at the library, at home?? LOL
Last friday went je lib to study with zt... and we got so restless after lunch!! and guess what?! We da bao Astons for ke wei and took cab to her house. LOL. impromtu! "farnie?" and we mug there liao... LOL... and who noes! around 5 plus jj came... not only with our bubble tea but!!! Arnold's fried chicken. SIAO LOR! majiam havent party like tt! hahaha.. so each of us at a HALF spring chicken...........omg omg omg omg... potato platter..... buns..... hahaha... everyone was complaining they are full but we still manage to finish it all! LOL!!! i can swear tt was the nuaest day for zt! she practically study eat sleep study study eat eat eat sleep.. study eat eat eat eat eat study SLEEP... haha.. i was feeling quite nua tt day also.. well.. its a 'lazy friday afternoon' ma! hahaha

went mustafa yesterday... anddddddddd i bought alot of snacks. LOL. crap. and finally had my yong he tau huey at geylang yummy! order alot lor! =.= jj again~ always over order

bah.. continue soon~

mugging days

its 3.12 now and i cant sleep =.= not at all tired. something is really wrong with my biological clock. haha. want to sleep more also cannot. i hate this kind of state. not very tired and not very awake situation, it will cause me to keep tossing in bed

i realise.. i didnt post any photo in this blog yet! hmmm! shall do it after the exams. now .... all my time spent is looking at notes/tb/tutorials.... andddd laptop? hahaha

boring life~

today ate alot!!! -.- For lunch i had chicken rice, but its been a really long time since i had chicken rice! and then i had Mac at 6 ?? -.- and then when i reach home i had dinner! omg! i was like really forcing dinner into my mouth because:
1) i told mummy say ill be home for dinner (cannot waste food)
2) i cannot resist the yummy food she cook (haha.. im jus being greedy)

so my stomach was super zhang! cause of Macflurry, green tea and my mom's soup. =.= up to now can still feel the fullness lor... jia lat .. tml must go jogging liao (if im nt lazy. LOL)

okay.. im going to sleep soon! the sleepy-ness is kicking in! hahaha :)

All sumed up!

Last friday, i lie flat on the floor upon reaching home, i was dead beat. It was only 9pm.Well, i woke up at 3 am to bath. HAHA.. cause i felt rather uncomfortable and the weather was really warm! feel right back into sleep after blowing my hair dry and woke up at 730 am! =D had bfast with my parents... and then.... bath while waiting for my tuition kid to come.

faster prepare myself and off i went to victoria! happy to see the girls! :) the performance was a success! the afternoon session was just a warm up one for us. thea, may, zhi and I was at the reception table dealing with tickets n programme booklet. Ian commented tt all 3 previous batches presidnt are at the table and not dancing.. how can it be! LOL so qiao can. We keep snapping pictures.. trying to study but unvail..

The night one was chaotic with the no of ppl comingto see. it was almost full house! hard time trying to find the reserved tickets for the audience and ppl who came last min to purchase tickets! and there was only may and zhi juggling at the reception table. Me and thea was at the reception buffet with e principal and catching up with him! ahh.. first thing principal saw me was ," Jia en! how are you! still coping well in NUS? You are studying in econs right?" and he still remember tt i wanted to trf to ntu and asked if i was able to do a trf! wahh.. his memory super good lor! he told me not to be disheartened ... as its hard to do inter uni trf. chatted quite a bit with him with lao shi.

it was show time.. was really impressed by wht the jnrs and snrs did! it was so nice tt i didnt had time to entertain the deputy principal la.. i just keep watching! im so glad tt they did a good job! =D nice nice nice! so after the whole thing........... went off........ sent thea home .....

had supper...... and guess wht.. jj blindfolded me while on my way home? he say he wanted to bring me to somewhere!!! reached tt place and sure it was scary cause i cant see, the place was quiet and there was echno! and he left me there alone!! when i was told to take my blind fold off.. i saw 3 person looking at me! it was zhiting, kewei and xinyi! hahaha. they must be laughing at how i walk with my blindfold lor! well, they surprised me with a small cake and my present... at 12am zhun zhun. its something tt i wanted to get a long time...... its a watch box ..... to store all my watches!! its so nice... when they decorated it. putting their faces on the paper made watch face ! lol we acc kw to supper... sent xy back and home sweet home.. with kw tagging me home. HAHA.. she stay over AGAIN.

next morning, mummy cook tian mian for me!!! yeah ness!! i love tian mian! it symbolises once birthday for teochew ppl... well, my mom is a teochew but my dad is a canto so i get to enjoyed tis wonderful dish! ke wei ate it too, but after a few mouths, she say too jer lerk liao! HAHA.. lousy shit la.

around 3 plus.. we get ready to go out. i dont noe whr we are heading to, wht we will be doing... all i noe is going suntec. reach suntec.. they ask me go buy 4D! and they say they are leaving.. ask me waiti for jj...at first i was like.. damn.. suntec where got 4D shoP!!!!!!!! =.= then i was walking halfway.. i knew whr it was like.. cause previously jj bought 4d there b4 (ANYWAY, i didnt touch any.. so sad) so aft getting.. so i was waiting there ALONE for jj.. -.- quite pathetic ah! hahaha...

he came and went off to marina south pier... hmmm.... at tt time, i then knew we are taking this chinese junk ship thing... almost late lor and cannot board. LOL.. so.... upon reaching the table.. there laid 2 presents and a bouquet of flowers. HAHAHA... i was quite pissed at him actually.. so i was like okay..~ i opened my present.. saw a top and the manchester united PINK bag i wanted. lol. out of no where, ke wei and zhiting appeared! HAHAHA...........................................................stunned* k la... so actually when i was buying 4d, jj was sending them to marina south pier.. hmm.. LOL. we had buffet dinner on the boat.. which was nt nice at all! $55 per person and this kind of food.. is really shitty...

ate dinner... and... we roam around the boat.. and ke wei really got a bad sea sick and she looks as if she is going to vomit anytime! me, zt, n jj was making fun of her lor... and playing at the top deck of the boat... lol! saw the fireworks at sentosa...~ And when we returned to the lower deck, they surprise me with a Rive Gauche cake! oh my! it was a longan almond cake.. i think its nice! the texture of the cake is so smooth! yummy! and they got me harato dessert thingy. love shapred sorbet! =) thanks!!! and ya... JJ's last present for me. LOL we went back to stable land and guess wht! ke wei puke! ya puke! er xin la!... haha.. but she was fine aft tt.. and i opened my present. it is a vagary watch! =) love love! nice!! its pink n its white. omg. i think they spend alot on me. LOVE U GUYS!

and went back to jj place.. and we.... went downstairs zhi char to get chilli crabs and cheese fries! ahhh~ so sinful... but shiok! lol.. its better than the little red house at east coast lor... slept quite late tt night...

Monday
Met up with the Ea1101 peeps at The central, we had waraku followed by Azabu Sabu for desserts. Didnt really talk much to them.. cause i was damn sleepy. haha.. but really appreciate tt they still celebrate my bday despite the coming exams! and thanks for the gift! :) The vouchers are really useful! >.< the first thing i did when i reach home... was to SLEEP! hahaha.. =)

this coming wed .. suppose to have dinner with poly yr 3 friends! i agreed to meet up with them.. but then.. i forgot i gt tuition lor. so need to cancel. sorry girls! i know u guys wanna celebrate for me.. hee hee! shall do it after my exams alright :)

really enjoyed myself this bday! i really appreciate what each and everyone of you did. Despite if its only a simple sms greeting or facebook greeting, i glad u guys remembed and bothered to wish me! :)

time! too fast!

its friday! time really pass very fast. >.<

had sakura on tue at tampines. =.= i bet the food for contaminated. i vomited thrice the following day and lao sai for countless times! same goes for jj.

I will not patronise anymore sakura. -.- anyway, we went to the new shopping centre at tampiness, tampiness 1. omg.. the place is damn dope man! lol i told jj... they build one shopping centre there, my wallet will have bigger hole! >.< they have uniqlo! springfield, topshop etc. great!! and also frolick youghurt! =D yummy! had the 'cup b' that day!

exams are around the corner! bloop! have yet to really study. hais. no concentration! bleah! well, this sat will be helping out for np dance at victoria theatre, it will be great seeing the girls again. hee hee

oh ya! why almost all the place have no stock for ishuffle, the grey one!? i need to get one for my brother's bday gift. he is such a 'i' person lor. he got iphone, itouch and next.. ishuffle.. maddness! ahh.. think will go down town to get his ishuffle at the ishop? LOL

till then ppl! mug hard to all ea1101e peeps and friends who are having their exams =)

back to np!

went back to np today! well, canteen 1 is closed! omg... the whole of blk 73 will be tear down. sian... anyway.. there's a new food court at blk 50. its called makan place! its actually managed by kou fu. however, price wise.. its still so damn cheap. =.= i ate my long missed yong tau foo.. and it as the same stall at canteen! so .. most of the stall just shift to the food court actually. i still prefer np de to nus! =D

np chanced alot... envy the current students there... they even had a 9 storey high chalet like building.. its more like a HDB! there's living room, 3 rooms... and kitchen.. and even air con! my dance jnr camped there during the dance camp!.. lol...

saw a couple of lecturers.. but i think they have forgotten abt us... nt very close de.. saw mr lee! chatted abit on sdar stuff.... well, this saturday going to meet the principal liao.. haha.. and i guess he will address me as jia en... 3 yrs in poly.. he kept addressing me as jia en.. i dont noe why!! even since my yr 1 performance and my instrutor introduced me to him as the next president.. then he asked me wht's my english and chi name.. and from them on its jia en! well, mr chang is really a nice principal i must say... cause last yr performance.. he still remembered me.. he came to me and ask how i was doing in uni and reminded me of the effort i put in during poly therefore reminding me nt to give up easily and he chatted with my parents!

so this sat. its dance performance liao!.. jia you dancers =)

somehow.. i feel tt my blogging style like very childish ! oh my god. LOL! ahh.. so sleepy... going to sleep soon!

sleepy day!

Ive been sleeping the whole day! omg... i dont noe why im so sleepy at any point of time in the day. lol.. very jia lat lor..

woke up at 8 plus am to give tuition.. right after tuition .. i almost died of hunger. LOL!!! im so lazy to make myself a cup of milo or grab any buscuits... i was waiting for my mom to come back from the market with sheng yu zhou!

im so glad when is back lor. LOL! really like the sheng yu zhou man.. the uncle very generous!! the zhou only cost $3 and the sheng yu is like.. forever cannot eat finish one lor! i threw half away lor.. i dont dare to let my mother see.. if not she will nag at me wasting food.. but its really too much to finish.

so.. after finish.. i was lying on my bed.. and told my mother " Im very sleepy, i want to sleep.. but i cant get into sleep" then my mom say.. "then help me do housework.. the 2 aunties nv come today..." btw.. every weekend got 2 aunty come my hse to do housework for us.. haha.. my parents dont like maid tt's the reason.. but anyway.. i replied.."huh... dont want la .. sleepy" the next moment i fall asleep liao. LOL

woke up at 4 plus.. and fell asleep again!! and woke up at 6pm. damn sian lor.. and i woke up because i was hungry liao! LOL!!! and my mom wasnt homeeeeeeeeeee >.< she went to dye/cut do hair treatment.. so i sms her.. "dinner how? hungry again liao" LOL!.. she called back saying DAD is coming back!... wah.. so happy man.. and she is coming back.. the next moment dad came back! woot.. btw.. he went malacca to sao mu. I LOVE DADDY TO THE MAX! he bought alot of snacks, sweets blah blah back!

then when mom came back.. we went jurong west to have dinner.. had lei cha fan! so healthy right...~ lol.. its quite nice actually.. shop ard. then went home liao!! and i reached home.. i fell asleep again!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!! why why why why why.. wht's happening!! i woke up when jj called.. lol.. then i watched abit of hong kong drama..

this is how i spend my saturday!! so unproductive man! lol.. its 2am liao.. and im very awake!! LOL sian sian sian... exams are around the corner le! jy ppl..!

and i need to go collect rent tml again!!!~~ hais... tenant damn lazy i tell u..

Good Friday!

woo! only managed to sleep at 6am.. =.= woke up at 11am with a heavy head... drag myself to the toilet to take my shower etc....

need to go and pray ah gong, lao ma and lao gong. =.= super tired !!! reached seng kang.. did all the praying at the temple.. etc etc... haha.. heng got my cousins to keep my accompany. lol! so.. all the praying, waiting and burning ends around 2+ .. 3 .. and guess whr we head to!?

East Coast Park!!!!!! for picnic

reaached there.. just when we found a shelther.. it started raining. damn heng man!... so... we had curry, been hoon, sandwiches, duck, blah blah blah blah .............. super full!!! >.<

so we cousins, thou not all were present... went up to the tower to chat.. and enjoy the seaview.. also playing with my little cousin. she is damn cute lor!!.. and she has a big appitete... comparable with an adult! faiintt

we played the beach ball.. and.. the most funny thing tt happen was.. we tried to fly the kite. haha! my two guy cousin.. rrun in circles.. around the tower just to have the kite flying. lol!.. super hilarous la..

well.. we had a good time tgt! after tt drove to hawker centre to have coffee.. a must have for the Chan family! all coffee lovers ~ even my 6 yr old cousin love drinking coffee!

and here i am.. home sweet home! =) tml will be an outing with jj's cousins. hmmm.. 10+ of us.. going to have the south bouna vista lor duck rice! yummy!!!!!!!! =)

Plain White - 2 3 4

This song is totally dope man!
Exactly what i feel... haha...
Well, really glad i have jj by my side always :) Thank youuu ...~

1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.
You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.
Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.
You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you.
You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you
1, 2, 3, 4
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you

a day to remember forever

i dont noe what i can do to mitigate the problem. every family has their problem.

i hope i can reverse time.

we should give and take. even though its not my problem.. or directly affecting me.. but.. somehow.. i cannot feel at ease.. i hope my parents can take real good care of themselves. really.

just when everybody turn to bed.. i look out of the window without my specs. is it good to see things clearly? or have a blur view? if we see everything too clearly... might not be a good thing also..

im so going to kuan yin temple to pray tml. yes. i must. the thing tt happen today make me so bu ji zai.. i really hope to tell my good friends abt wht happen, but circumstances dont allow me to.. can only confide in my parents and they in me. hais.

hais. . . . . . why things couldnt be the way we want it to be!?!

the most shocking news i ever heard in my life!

my title says it all!.. hais.. i cannot reveal what is it.. but ya..im totally shaken by the news.. im feeling lost.. (kind of) ... omfg... hais..

life doesnt go the way u want it to be.

no matter what. bless him/her/them/me. hais.

ahh.. im legs were feeling damn wobbly when i heard the news. everyone snob/stun.. hais.. pray hard... !

dont ask me what happen !!! i will nv say. LOL.

omg!

omg!..... bah.. my mom is blowing her top! die ! everybody going to kenna her nagging/scolding liao...

all because my grandma called her at the wrong timing. i mean.. i think my mom's temper is abit bad at times... who noes my grandma want to ask her if she is feeling ok.. cause she knew tt my mom is sick... ! hais..why cant she think of the positive side.. but kept grumbling my grandma still have to call her and disturb her when she is so busy! hais.

why do ppl always look at things negatively!! i think im one of those ppl.. how often do we think before we speak.. no.. seldom ppl dont.. they just flare up when all the emotions came surging up! we always think tt ppl are there to put us down.. to hurt us.. to irritate us.. blah blah.. we always do not give the benefit of doubt to ppl who really want to care for us or be sincere to us.. well well..

last night.. i couldnt sleep... i keep tossing in bed till 5+am? omg. wht's wrong man.. i was thinking if i should go down to mike's dad funeral.. wht will happen to me if one day my parents pass away *choy*... hais.. anyway, i had to play some boring songs on the hi-fi to force myself to sleep! luckily i wasn't that sleepy during my lectures..

just came back from west mall... aftr history lecture, jj drop clarice off at her place.. then we went west mall to have our dinner. omg. im going to grow fat because of jj la. argh. we had mayim for dinner. the bill total up to 29.50, jj gave the woman 50.. and guess what! she returned us 30.50! LOL! why such things always happen to us ah!.. damn heng lor.. hhaha. and again.. we faster tell each other.. 'run run..faster walk' LOL!!! so we walked around west mall.. we decided to pop by seahorse..as there was this 50% discount sign there.. then i was thinking.. siao liao lor.. cause last week we just bought our queen size bed with the leather headboard from seahorse also!!! and )#($)($)_#($)_*#($~*#~ they are having 50% discount now!!! argh. really wtf. we could have save alot more. =.= HAIS WHY!!!
the $10 not enough to cover losses! >.< hahahaha.. hais.. buy liao jiu buy liao.. tot of getting Aussino's quilt cover but.. there's nth we fancy..

and guess wht.... after combing the whole of westmall we went swensen! wah fat fat... and jj wants to eat de lor.. and keep saying its me.. we ordered some choc ice cream.. dont noe wht sticky thingy.. one super fudge malt and a fries. what these spell fat! boo... was really damn full after finishing everything.. got 2 crunchie cone from swensen for my parents and off... we went home! =)

p.s i just spend $53 on online shopping. someone pls stop meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
no more buying of clothes for miss mak till the end of april! ho ho

life

i was at the arcade playing.. destressing myself... and ya.. we spent like 20+ at the arcade. hais. what a waste of money! but anyway.. halfway through.. an sms came in. it was clarice...... hais.... mike's dad pass away.. i was like stun! even though i wasnt particularly close with mike but ya... we worked tgt during project rice and had a great time tgt with the rest. I just hope he take good care of himself and nt stress himself now that he is the man of the family. worst still, he is frm ntu and exams for him is like around the corner... so jia you ba mike! always remember tt there will be friends around to help u...

hais.. im not good at words when it comes to consoling somebody. but if anyway one needs practical advice i can give. LOL. although most of the times... i do not act practically when it comes to matters of the hearts...

im equally troubled myself. hais. i hope i can turn back time sometimes. going back to 4 yrs ago is the best. if u are my close friend.. u will noe why.. it is 4 yrs. sometimes, i just feel like giving up... really~... wht's the point of being tgt when the other party dont even heed wht u say. it feels like fuck man. totally. and its affecting me badly.. real bad.. argh.. i just need to pull myself tgt and study and give no shit to ur nonsense.. seriouslly. i dont want to care anymore...

i smile infront of ppl... laugh like nobody business.. but im a person with lots of tots.. worries... sometimes ppl say i think too much. i think so too, but i just cant help thinking...

maybe i should learn to let go.....

im missing home cook food like mad.. cause mummy hasnt been cooking since Feb.. and im super glad tt.. by the mid of april.. im able to have home cook food ... at last... hopefully her proj goes well.. and the system and all..and then... she can have a break!... i miss her so much... and i only get to see her like 1 hr a day... hais... and she is coughing like nobody biz... every night i can hear her cough and cough and she cant even sleep properly... =( brother in school hostel.. so the house only left me and dad... well.. bro is going to grad this sem! and he will be back... more noise more noise!... i like~ lol... oh ya.. dad was saying if we should go hawaii again...actually i quite gian ... the other time when we went.. woot.. i love the beaches.. its like super clear lor.. unlike singapore's one ..but then if i were to choose i rather we go japan.. but mom say next yr then go japan... well, let's see how it goes ba... concentrate on exams first...~

ahhh.... life sucks at times.. dont u agree..? and i realise the month of march/april.. is always not my month...

bloop!

hahaha!

many of my friends pm me asking why they can see my multiply blog! now then i know so many ppl is following it!... =x sorry peeps!

on wed, went to jp to celebrate tg's 23rd bday! woot.. hope me and jas made him feel better. hais. life, has its up and downs.. dont give up tg! =D

now... its time for me to search for opportunities liao!.... 1 yr more and im out of uni!.. its time me and jj put our heart n soul in doing something that we have discussing all along.. haha.. i noe wht u guys are thinking!.. its not that! ... haha.. its our career! hope everything goes smoothly as planned.. *cross fingers*

yahh.. abt tt name for my blog.. a pseudo life. dont u think all of us are in one way or another actors in the real life. hmm!.. so true isnt it.. u cant be ur true self at times.. the circumstances dont allow u to do so! so.. we compromise.. go we along with the flow.. we act against our will.. we act~
-bah, this sudden paragraph is because zt just pm me.. " pseudo.. apa?" LOL! crap

shit.. my lappy's batt running low.. shall blog another time =)

Back to blogspot

Im back to blogspot to do my blogging..

Although i dont do it often.. butttt.. ya..mutliply makes ppl life difficult at times! haha.. =)

shall do a detail entry during the end of e week! =)

cheers people